{"id":4232,"date":"2025-10-16T08:42:37","date_gmt":"2025-10-16T14:42:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/?p=4232"},"modified":"2025-10-16T08:42:37","modified_gmt":"2025-10-16T14:42:37","slug":"how-im-feeling-today","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/2025\/10\/16\/how-im-feeling-today\/","title":{"rendered":"How I\u2019m feeling today"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"\u201cWE TOLD YOU SO\u201d, Episode 161\" width=\"629\" height=\"354\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/V_JDU_IXml8?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d encourage you to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=V_JDU_IXml8\">watch the four-minute video on YouTube<\/a>. Johnny Bananas does some good work and deserves the click on this one.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>I think I need to just disconnect with the world for a while. It is slowly destroying me and I want to save as much of me as I can right now. I have so much I want to write, but keep getting distracted with the slow destruction of my country and all it was supposed to stand for.<\/p>\n<p>As Johnny Bananas said in the video, \u201cI have no idea how to handle this shit anymore.\u201d I really don\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m going to go back to try and write something today.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;d encourage you to watch the four-minute video on YouTube. Johnny Bananas does some good work and deserves the click on this one.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[238,288,448,441],"class_list":["post-4232","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-watchingreading","tag-mental-health","tag-politics","tag-shitshow","tag-video"],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4232","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4232"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4232\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4233,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4232\/revisions\/4233"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4232"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4232"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4232"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}