{"id":3015,"date":"2022-03-25T09:56:48","date_gmt":"2022-03-25T15:56:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.irenenorth.com\/writings\/?p=3015"},"modified":"2024-04-22T02:46:05","modified_gmt":"2024-04-22T02:46:05","slug":"i-cant-even","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/2022\/03\/25\/i-cant-even\/","title":{"rendered":"I can&#8217;t even&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote class=\"twitter-tweet\">\n<p lang=\"en\" dir=\"ltr\">I am sure I will die soon. It is a matter of a few days. In this city, everyone is constantly waiting for death. I just want it not to be too scary. \u2013 testimony of a woman in <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/hashtag\/Mariupol?src=hash&amp;ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw\">#Mariupol<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&mdash; Anastasiia Lapatina (@lapatina_) <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/lapatina_\/status\/1505801685423300610?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw\">March 21, 2022<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p> <script async src=\"https:\/\/platform.twitter.com\/widgets.js\" charset=\"utf-8\"><\/script><br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"twitter-tweet\">\n<p lang=\"en\" dir=\"ltr\">A woman from Mariupol came to Hungary with 4 kids. <\/p>\n<p>Her own.<\/p>\n<p>Her sister\u2019s kid (mother went to find water and disappeared). <\/p>\n<p>Child of her killed neighbors.<\/p>\n<p>She was running for an evacuation bus and saw a kid, sitting on the street next to his dead parents. She took him too.<\/p>\n<p>&mdash; Inna Sovsun (@InnaSovsun) <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/InnaSovsun\/status\/1507008535678181380?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw\">March 24, 2022<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p> <script async src=\"https:\/\/platform.twitter.com\/widgets.js\" charset=\"utf-8\"><\/script> <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m sitting here trying to finish up a post I plan to make for March 27 and I just, fuck. I don&#8217;t know. This world fucking sucks. I mean, jesus christ, what the fuck is this war even for? Fucking hell, man. Fucking hell.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"twitter-tweet\">\n<p lang=\"en\" dir=\"ltr\">Thoughts from Arkansas. <a href=\"https:\/\/t.co\/w7JDFlCiol\">pic.twitter.com\/w7JDFlCiol<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&mdash; Anastasiia Lapatina (@lapatina_) <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/lapatina_\/status\/1507254550230618142?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw\">March 25, 2022<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p> <script async src=\"https:\/\/platform.twitter.com\/widgets.js\" charset=\"utf-8\"><\/script> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am sure I will die soon. It is a matter of a few days. In this city, everyone is constantly waiting for death. I just want it not to be too scary. \u2013 testimony of a woman in #Mariupol &mdash; Anastasiia Lapatina (@lapatina_) March 21, 2022<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[314,384,393],"class_list":["post-3015","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ramblings","tag-russia","tag-ukraine","tag-war"],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3015","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3015"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3015\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3584,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3015\/revisions\/3584"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3015"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3015"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/irenenorth.com\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3015"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}